Ther is no danger when you apply your guts.

Crap sh#t out of my head !!!

Writting again and again to gat tge so called crap out of my head.
You know the feeling that you have just beaten down and suddenly all voices becomes screams and stand up and fight for yourself .
Well I'm just having the feeling getting beaten down.

Sorrow sorrow and you got no credit to borrow ,
When try to eork your ass on the work , and all of a sudden pale thongs happen to you at very core.
Well, the desert I would love to have a pleasant french kiss ending up as a smooch.

Any love poem.......

Tu hain kaha pata nahi,
khoj teri mere zindagi ka ek pehelu.
Tu hain kaha janiya , tere bin kaise jee lu.
Har dard mein, tu hi yaad aya ,
Tu kaise hain puche mera sayaa.

Mujhe tu apnale yeh to hain umeed,
Tu yaad kiye bina nahi aati neend.
Tere kambakht muskaan kar gayi dil ko ghayal, dil ko maine bola mat kar pyaar mat ban pagaal.
Tu chaye to jannat bannau tere liye chahe to le aao idhar hi tere liye.
Tu basale apne dil mein mere tasveer, tere tamanaiye bhi karunga puri,
Pyaar kare tu mujhe , jaanu ye bhi ho na paye kabhi.
Soch tere chehra ko,
Toh dil mera bhar jata hain.
Le jaio tujhe iss duniya se kahi dorr,
Yeh mera irada hain.
Kabhioon tu hi sajaya hain,
Zehen mein tu hi paya hain.

Dil ka tera pata nahi,
Par tujhe dekh kar lage mera sayaa sath nahi.

Lagata hain tere mere janm ka saath purana, par mujhe tujhe pyaar
karne ka farz hi nibhana.
Lafz mere sille huye hain par dil aur kavita tujhse cheekh ke keh rahe hain.
Lapata huye shabd aur mere duniya.,
Bechaniyaan badite nahi simati .

To ho anjaani, par kyu lagta hain jaise ho tere mere koi kahani.
Tere nazzuk dil ne mera ander ke shaksh ko jagaya, Main kaun ho mujhe dikhlaya.
Tere barre likhte huyi bhi shabd kam pad jaate hain par yeh dil nahi.

Ishq ne toh duniya ki jaan le rakhi hain,
Zindagi ishq pe lootani hain.
Doobata hu tere kahayalo mein,
Ulljha rahata hu khuch ajeeb sawalo mein.

Mujhe khuch waqt de jeene zindagi ko,
Baki saari zindagi kurbaan kar do tujhko.

Roya na main kabhi tha, ye toh tere yaad hain jo pathar dil ko pighlagayi.

Rab ke phele jhukta sar mera, tere khayalo mein beeta har din ab mera.

Bayan karpata agar apna hal-e-dil tujhko, toh duniya ye chhoti ho jaati , jidhar to dekhe tere khayal hi dikhata .

WHO AM I ?

I AM A TEENAGER. I START MY DAY WAKING UP IN THE MORNING AND GETTING READY FOR THE SCHOOL. IT IS MY LAST YEAR IN THE SCHOOL. SCHOOL IS REALLY STRESSFUL. I, THEN REACH BACK TO MY HOME , SIT ABOUT 10-15 THERE AND GO FOR MY TUTIONS. I REACH HOME ,RELAX FOR SOME TIME AND START STUDYING.


NOW, THE TIME IN MY SCHOOL, THE TIME I GO AND COME FROM TUTION AND THE TIME IN THE NIGHT WHEN I AM RELAXING : I ALWAYS THINK WHO AM I?
I ALWAYS FIND THE ANSWER IN DIFFERENT MANNER. SOMETIMES FROM NATURE, BY LOOKING AT MY PARENTS AND CERTAINLY KNOWING WHAT I WANT TO BE AND WHAT I AM DOING.

I ALWAYS THINK OF CHANGING THE WORLD. AS I GREW UP, I WENT THROUGH MANY CHANGES PHYSICALLY BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY MENTALLY.

At somepoint we gave up on ourself. For me it is my teenage or better called off career I gave upon. But STILL I WAKE UP EVERY MORNING TO GIVE MY CAREER A MUCH NEEDED BOOST. I SHOULD LIVE UP TO THE EXPECTATION OF MY PARENTS, MY TEACHERS BUT WHAT ABOUT ME.