MY NAME IS RUPANSHU KAULDHAR
ALL I HAVE LEARNT FROM MY LIFE RE SOME OF THE CRAZY THINGS THAT CAN'T BE DESCRIBED.
I WAS JUST THINKING WHAT A FOOL I AM?
I ALWAYS THOUGHT OF REACHING AT THE TOP BUT I LACKED HARD WORK AND FORGOT LITTLE THINGS WHICH WERE MORE MEANINGFUL AND JOYFUL.
THINGS WHICH I RESPECT DEEPLY BUT I WAS COVERING IT WITH FAKE FACE( THAT WAS MEANT TO REACH THE TOP).
I AM SERIOUSLY SICK OF BEING WHO I AM NOT. AND THAT'S WHAT I WANT TO CHANGE.
I AM RUPANSHU KAULDHAR. I WANT TO PUBLICLY ACCEPT THAT I WAS MAKING A FOOL OF MYSELF AND MY NAME.
I WANT TO WORK FOR PEOPLE.
I WANT TO TALK TO THE PEOPLE AND I WANNA KNOW WHAT IS THEIR PROBLEMS AND HELP THEM RECOVERING FROM THEIR GRIEVANCES.
I'M GOOD AT IT BUT I AM SAYING TO BE THE BEST AT IT. AND THAT'S BOTHERING ME A LOT.
I KNOW THIS WORLD IS FILLED WITH FILTHY HUMANS.
BUT THEY NEED BE RECOVERED.
I THINK ITS TIME THAT I SPEAK TRUTH TO MYSELF.
THE TRUTH IS BEHIND THAT BIG GUY RUPANSHU KAULDHAR WHOM YOU PEOPLE SEE. THE GUY WHICH LOOKS LIKE HE DOESN'T GIVES A SH#T ABOUT ANYTHING IS THE FACT THAT I DO GIVE SH#T ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS. YEAH I'M NEUROTIC. THAT IS PROBLEM OR QUALITY - YET TO BE DISCOVERED. WHAT PEOPLE THINK OF ME AS GREAT GUY. I DON'T WANT IT. I TALK GREAT- ACCEPTED.
BUT I WANT YOU PEOPLE TO ADDRESS YOUR GRIEVANCES SO I COULD CONNECT TO YOUR SOUL AND BRING WHAT'S INSIDE YOU.
REMEMBER
"SURROUNDINGS ARE FOR PEOPLE,
WHAT'S INSIDE IS FOR YOURSELF".
I LOVE NATURE. HATE TO ADMIT IT BUT I LOVE PEOPLE TOO. DIFFERENT PEOPLE, DIFFERENT JOURNEYS-TONS OF KNOWLEDGE & EXPERIENCE.
I DIG FACTS TOO. IF I HAD SOME EXTRA LIVES THEN I WOULD BE RUNNING AROUND THE WORLD. GETTING TO KNOW DIFFERENT CULTURES,PEOPLE, THINGS ETC.
I AM GOOD AT WRITING. IT'S GIFTED TALENT I THINK.
I KNOW LOTS OF WORDS IN ENGLISH BUT I CHOOSE TO WRITE IN SIMPLE WAY. BECAUSE THAT IS HOW PEOPLE ARE GONNA CONNECT WITH IT. I ADMIT IT, WHEN I FIRST I DISCOVERED THE TALENT I WANTED IT FOR MY ADVANTAGES. I WANNA PARTICIPATE IN THIS AND THAT AND DYING TO WIN THAT
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BUT THINGS HAVE CHANGED A LOT. NOW I KNOW THAT POEMS OR ANY WRITING FORMATS ARE MORE THAN JUST A LANGUAGE.
IT IS A WAY TO CONNECT TO EACH OTHER.
DIVIDE OUR GRIEVANCES AND SHARE OUR SMILES. IF I DIE AS UNKNOWN POET IT WILL HURT ME MORE THAN ANY THING. I WANT TO EXPAND MY NETWORK AND SHARE MY THOUGHTS WITH PEOPLE AND WANT TO KNOW THEIR THOUGHTS TOO.
REMEMBER
"IT TAKES JUST ONE SPARK TO MAKE ANYTHING BURN".
IF WE TALK TO EACH OTHER AND FIND WHAT'S RIGHT, THEN THINK HOW MANY PROBLEMS CAN SOLVED QUICKLY.
Words alone wouldn't help .
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YOU YOURSELF HAVE TO BECOME A LIVING EXAMPLE.
People will believe you only when you are "something."
I learn't this from my experience and what I found is different from what you think -
"Living for yourself is difficult than living for others. "
As for your writing part, I think you are talented , and very well known at least to me and others that have heard you at delhi poetree.
So you don't have to die as an unknown poet .
Yeah akul i guess u r right.
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